Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 31, 1869

Overview

Spring warmth lets Cosima embroider in the garden while the children dance and play, but plans to redecorate the rooms make her sad because her mind is fixed on the children. Richard reports that Siegfried is rushing through the flames, yet Loulou's formal letter and Mathilde's overwise one trouble the household. Plato's Lysis gives intense pleasure, while practical concern turns to finding a nurse.

Content

Wednesday, March 31:

[In the margin: “‘Goethe, so intent on beauty.’ Richard.”]

A spring day. I can sit in the garden and embroider; the children full of fun, dancing in the living room, outside much jumping about and running.

To me R. talks about the redecoration of the rooms; strangely, it makes me feel sad; also I can think of nothing but the children. R. works and says he is now well into it: his Siegfried is rushing through the flames.

After lunch a letter from Loulou; its overformal French manner displeases R., and he tells me so, which makes me very melancholy. In the evening a letter from Mathilde, somewhat overwise.

After tea read Plato’s Lysis with indescribable delight. Otherwise, worry over a children’s nurse.