Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of October 9, 1869

Overview

Richard and Cosima reconcile without explanations, recognizing that anything separating them is madness, and both see Claire's marriage-contract advice as the trigger for his irritability. He orchestrates while she works with the children and nurses Fidi, then the children attend Bernhard Stocker's christening while she stays home because church would be improper for her now. Don Quixote closes the evening.

Content

Saturday, October 9:

Of course R. realized that he had been unjust to me, and I that his irritability was only the result of the unpleasant impression Claire's letter had made on him; she urges me to be cautious about my marriage contract!

We have to fall into each other's arms without explanations, for anything which serves in the least to separate us is nonsense and madness. He does some orchestrating, I work with the children and nurse Fidi.

After lunch, christening of the little Bernhard Stocker, the children to the church. I remain at home, for it would not be fitting for me to enter a church just now. In the evening R. reads me Don Quixote.