Wagner's Letters

Richard Wagner to Franz Liszt

Undated

Overview

Wagner thanks Liszt for his cheerful letter and confesses that shame at his own gloom has long kept him from writing. He says life in the Grisons has been solitary and charm-less despite the grand setting, that the cure has not really suited his restless nature, and that he now burns to go to Italy at the end of August, though he does not know how long he will be able to bear the journey alone.

Letter

Cordial thanks, dearest friend, for your cheerful letter. I am half ashamed of the dismal mood which has prevented me so long from writing to you. I lead here an unbearable, solitary life, in grand but terribly charmless surroundings. At the beginning I made excursions with George to the glaciers and neighbouring valleys, but as this did not agree with my cure, I remained confined to this wretched little place, which, fortunately, I leave the day after tomorrow.

Whether the cure has been of use to me, the future must show, but on the whole I am not inclined to repeat it. I am too restless to give up all activity for such a long time. In brief, I am not a fit subject for a cure; that I perceive. I am now all ablaze to go to Italy, but do not intend to start before the end of August, for they say that only in September Italy becomes comfortable for us. For how long I shall roam about there, Lord only knows. Perhaps I shall not be able to bear it long alone, but the thought of returning to Switzerland so very soon is unpleasant to me.

Richard Wagner

Source: Project Gutenberg eBook #3835, Correspondence of Wagner and Liszt — Volume 1, No. 121