[July 8, 1855.] I fear my good old faithful friend — my Peps — will pass away from me to-day. It is impossible for me to leave the poor thing's side in its last hours. You won't be cross with us, if we beg you to dine without ourselves to-day? In any case we shall not leave [for Seelisberg] till Wednesday : so that we can still make up for what we miss to-day. You surely will not laugh if I am weeping ? Your R. W. Sunday morning.
Richard Wagner
Source: Richard Wagner to Mathilde Wesendonck, translated by Ellis, No. 18